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hahaa, i dont like this site much. go to my personal, i'll be there :D

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- Dear Xanga,

i remember a long time ago, hmm.. back when i was about 12ish, when i first joined xanga. hahah, i used to be into the whole "AIM profiles" type thing, and i wanted to use them for myself. so i joined with the most stupidest name in the world, love_sparks516 or something like that. i was very new to everything, not knowing anyone before going into it. so i roamed xanga, seeing what it was all about. though i have seen the good/bad of it all, i was still intrigued. i wanted to be a part of the community. i made many more sites since then. most, have been personals because i know for a fact that i cant do photoshop, so that basically takes me out of icons/graphics/layouts type of thing that a lot of people here know how to do. i was okay with that. i met a lot of cool friends on here, and encountered so not so nice people that just wanted to start stuff. im fifteen now, and still i can call myself an xangan. i love it. i always quit, or something like that when i get too tired of my current site (like most i assume)! but, i always come back. i love the feeling of being able to blog about my feelings or my day, idk, stuff like that. i just love xanga, and im sooo happy all the bad jocker/hacker stage has finally come to a close. we all grew up together i feel, whether you know it or not. 

Love, a three year xangan.

what are your takes on xanga?

- Schools OUT!

what are your plans for the summer? are you graduating, or just making one more step in middle/high school? for me, im gonna be finishing my year off as a freshman. next year, a sophmore! im almost finished my finals for school, and then im done. monday is my last day, i cant believe it. this year went by extremely fast, its so weird. i cant wait for summer to begin. i hope to visit the beach a few times a week, hang out with my friends as much as possible, and do whatever i want :D im possibly going to be spending a week with my friend taylor at her shore house in wildwood, nj. and my parents got a shore house in ocean city, nj for a week! im so excited for that. im gonna be like two blocks from the boardwalk, and i can go out all night :D i have a feeling this is going to be a great summer, i just know it. what do you think?

tell me about your summer vacation, for those that are on it/soon be on it.

my new personal! check ittt <3

- My Perfect Life . . .

ahhh, i can see myself now. living in a ginormous beach house on the west coast. a place where the sun always shine, and not a site of inclement weather anywhere. a place where i can lay out and actually get a tan (yeah, ive never been tan before. i go from sunburn to white) and be peaceful all day long. my husband would be tall, dark, and handsome. a guy that from when i first meet him its love at first site, and he just sweeps me off my feet. i would love to have 1-3 kids. my first born being a little boy named noah :D i wouldnt be working, but if i did, it would either be doing something glamorous, or something that right now, i really wanna do. a pathologist (autopsy) in the medical field. my family would be living close to me, so i can see them anytime i want. we'd all be rich, so we wouldnt have any worries. i would take vacations with my family to places i've never been before. i would go to the tropical islands, australia, europe, and any other place that i feel. its kinda hard to just some up my perfect life, because theres just so much i wanna do/have/see. i know im not the only one that's ever thought about it. my life would be totally different from what it is right now, trust me.

what if you could have the perfect life? what would it be for you?

- Are We Weird?

okay, so ive been thinking about this a lot lately, and im also reminded of it almost every single day. here's the thing. i'm a girl, playing on a boy's team at my high school. incase you're wondering what it is, i wrestle. i'm one of four girls on the team of about fifty. though the season has been over since march, the topic of me being on the team still continues to come up. this boy stephen sits next to me in science. he is on my team. he tells me how he thinks its so weird how i'm a girl, and i want to wrestle. personally, i dont mind being a minority on the team. it doesnt make me feel uncomfortable when i wrestle guys. i dont see whats wrong. then we get into this huge debate on how if he wanted to be on a girl's team, like field hockey, he would be able to play. i dont find this a big deal. some guys are perfectly fine with girls on the team, but other dont like it. its not gonna stop me from doing what ive learned to love. people that dont even play the sport or know what it's about judge me because of the sport ive chosen to do. i originally did it to get in shape for softball, but i decided to not play. im gonna do track next year instead. ive made new friends on the team, that i probably would have never known if it werent for wrestling. yeah sure, guys are basically made to wrestle, while girls are not, but we dont care. i have fun doing it, though i may not be winning every match i come to face. i've even inspired my upcoming freshman brother to join the sport. its not just wrestling, theres this girl playing football next year as a kicker. see? we all have different interests. so now its your turn:

do you think it's weird if girls want to join a mainly focused boys sport? be honest.